The gay singer admits he isn`t in the right emotional state to be in a relationship because he has been so unhappy, but couldn`t help himself from looking at x-rated videos online.
He said: "Addictions can be anything. Last year I moved into my new house, my album went to number one and I was miserable. And it doesn`t even help when you have loads of money.
"I`d buy houses and get nothing from it. Bought cars - got nothing from it. I`ve gone out and spent £5,000 in Selfridges - and nothing. I don`t even wear the stuff. All those things I thought would bring me happiness, don`t.
"It never moved into sex addiction. For me, it was love addiction and fantasy. I was probably addicted to porn. Yeah, I have [the safe search browser now].
"But I`m always scared of commitment. I was basically traumatised in relationships. I`ve been single for five years. It`s five, I`ve got some serious s**t to sort out. There`s no way I could have a relationship."
The `Jealousy` hitmaker admits the last 12 months have been "horrendous" because he has been in the grips of depression.
He told Style magazine: "It`s been horrendous. I had to go - and wanted to go - on pills. My second time. The first time I wasn`t so aware.
"It got to the stage last year where I thought I was on top of work, that I`d find a boyfriend and everything would be all right. But something was going wrong."
Will thinks his problems stem from the "shame" he has felt about being gay.
He explained: "What I`ve realised is that growing up knowing I was gay from a young age, I always felt extremely ashamed. It`s a cliche but it`s true.
"I`ve only just realised how s**t that`s made me feel about myself for a very, very long time."
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