The `Bad Romance` hitmaker has admitted that she often wakes up still wearing the outrageous wigs, make-up and outfits that she wears while performing and says her habit of forgetting to undress before she goes to bed amuses her friends when they visit her. She said: "My best friends who often will crash at hotels where I`m at ... they will come visit me on the road, they always call me a beauty queen disaster. "I wake up and my wig`s falling off my head. My mole is on the other side of face. My fake mole, it`s not fake it`s surreal." Speaking during an appearance on `The Ellen DeGeneres Show` - during which she performed her latest hit `Judas` for the first time and confirmed that she is godmother to Sir Elton John and David Furnish`s four-month-old son Zachary - the outlandish singer also admitted how "overwhelmed" she is by her success. She said: "I`m 25 years old. I was asked to play Madison Square Garden. Sold out five nights and, quite frankly, it`s very overwhelming." The confession comes after she posted a tearful video online at the weekend in which she talked of how she feels like a "loser" and claimed that people are trying to "destroy her". In it she said: "I still feel like a loser kid in high school. "Sometimes I still feel like people are trying to destroy me... I cannot be destroyed and I will not be destroyed."