The 25-year-old model - who called off her wedding to the Playboy boss less than a week before the planned nuptials - had second thoughts because of monogamy issues and only said yes to his marriage proposal because he asked with a crew of cameramen. She told US TV show `Entertainment Tonight`: "I wasn`t the only woman in Hef`s life. I didn`t feel comfortable in my heart knowing that and getting married to him, because a marriage is between two people. That`s not what our relationship was. "It happened so fast. Hef asked me to marry him in front of three cameras and a photographer. I thought it was something I wanted." Hugh, 85, has continued to get over his heartache by enjoying romantic comedy movies at the Playboy mansion with the other Playmates living there. He tweeted: "Anna invited some of the playmates over to watch a movie to cheer me up. Anna, the girls & I watched Adam Sandler & Drew Barrymore in "50 First Dates" tonight.(sic)" Meanwhile, Hugh`s ex-girlfriend Kendra Wilkinson thinks the magazine mogul needs "time to breathe" after the break-down of the relationship. She said: "I`m leaving him alone right now. He needs time to breathe and grieve. Obviously I feel really bad for him and the situation."